this goes to show that i, Issbela Louise Gonzales Roldan, promise you (you know who you are) that i am keeping a promise that whatever you do, i will do, whether you like it or not

you know how you have one of those days where you can’t help but smile…no matter what mood you’re in? today’s that day(: i can’t help but…smile. it’s amazing how one person can change your mood in a blink of an eye. 

thanks babe for making each day worth while :) 

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ohkay so last night, i went to my aunt’s house just to charge my iPod. my dad was at his warehouse drinking with his friends. when i arrived at my aunt’s house, i texted him and told him i was there and that i was going to go home soon. about 2 hours passed and he texted me: where r u? i told him i was still there. here are his exact “words”: ill pick u up. ARE YOU F***ING SERIOUS?!?!?!?!?! it pissed me off. about 10 minutes went by and he arrived. he was talking to my uncle and pretended he wasn’t here for me (which was a total fail) they know how he is. here’s a note to all the dads out there:

Dads,
if you have a daughter that’s in high school and is a 3rd or 4th year, stop worrying! they’ll be in college soon which means they’ll be off on their own. yes there comes a time where you’re going to worry but don’t do it to the extreme. the more you “try” and get close, the more your daughter will pull away. (i speak from experience). yes, you can worry but you have to think: they’re in good hands. they know what they’re doing. they’re most likely with other people their age or a year older which is a good thing. at least they’re not alone right? yes i know they’re your baby and you’ll do anything to protect them but you also have to let go. the more you try and keep that relationship you had when they were young, the more they will pull back and rebel. i know  you don’t want that. there’s a moment in life where you have to look at your kids and tell yourself: they’re growing up. you can’t stop it. in fact, no one can. you have to live with it. 
yours truly,
a daughter 

it’s amazing how people can’t focus on their own lives. it’s like…whatthefuck!? seriously, get the fuck over yourselves! it’s not like we’ve done anything to you! so what if someone has a bad past. get the fuck over it! it’s not even worth talking about. it’s like, so what if they have a bad past. it’s their past not yours.

the messed up part is when family does that to you. it’s like are you kidding me!? that just goes to show how much they love you. it’s messed up when they talk shit behind your back. it’s like what did i ever do to you!? it’s not even cool.

do people talk shit to feel better about themselves??? that’s what people always say. it’s sad how it’s family doing this kind of shit. i thought family was supposed to stay true to each other? it hurts knowing your own family is doing this to you. as soon as they hear something that happened to you in the past, they want nothing to do with you. i just want to scream…YOU’RE MY FUCKIN FAMILY! YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO HAVE MY FUCKIN BACK!WHATTHEFUCK!? it’s not even funny how bad it hurts. it’s like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. the worst part is, they fake a smile in front of you and pretend that they’re innocent. BITCH I KNOW YOU’RE GUILTY! i laugh at the thought of family stabbing each other in the back. the ones who do that are just plain fuckin stupid.

best advice: face the music. show them bitches how strong you really are. don’t show weakness because they’ll just keep bringing you down. if things get bad, beat their asses. not the physical way but you know what i mean. just don’t worry about them. they’re the ones who messed up, not you.